Sonnet 18 - Finding You
I’ve loved you all my life, it seems. In darkdays I called to you, but did not know yourname. In sadness and shadow, any sparkof light’s a beacon, though no path is sure.Love calls to love and so we found our wayto a common ground, more by chance than choice.I had no defense against such beauty.You were taken, too. First to find my voice,I selfishly claimed love and prayed you wouldstay and talk. To learn I could be the oneyou sought while you were still seeking love shouldhave broken me, but I was not undone.Your love found late is at least love found. Thiswas my first halting step toward happiness.
Sonnet 17 - Move Me
There is an attitude in your movements,a rich promise. The effortless felinegrace, the sinuous sway – a cruel tormentof invitation – both serve to remindme of late night strivings and of daylightseductions - these last lost to dull duty.I love to watch you walk to me while lightfrom candles, purpose placed, softens beautyand preludes shadowed sharing. Love must walkjust so. Your breasts swing free of their silkenrestraints as you kneel astride me. No talknow, but heat and need and two hearts fallenbefore the magic of our dance. I yearnto know you fully - where I don’t, to learn.
Sonnet 16 - Words
Words are wondrous to me. Malleable, they twist and stretch and bend to fit anyneed. Properly met in verse, they’re ableto inspire, embitter, delight, deny.Some are stillborn – such verses will not stride,cannot speak to any heart. Though conceivedwith care, sent forth with beggared father’s pride,they have no spark and cannot be received.Others, now, will wind their way down to deep,darkened places where they arouse ardor, embolden lovers, bid ill-used dreams sleep.You are far more wondrous to me, greaterin glory, than any verse. Words are whatI’m given, though, to share my love, my heart.
Sonnet 15 - Cold
There is no hope in Spring – no warmth, no light.New leaves - new lies - the land’s awash with greenand anguished growth. All seems hale and whole, brightwith the promise of verdant joy. It’s beena long and lonely season and I needsome sign that ice will not be all my glade.My dreams have found me lacking. No words readtrue - my thoughts are unhomed, my faith unmade.Find me, free me, heal me – I would not knowNight forever. Grief has been my mistressso long that I cannot think she would showmercy now, nor permit kind Love’s redress.Fresh hope was all the boon I asked of Spring.I’m mired in winter and warmth’s found wanting.
Sonnet 14 - Variation 2
Here by the fire, we’re safe from the ice andsnow and wind tearing through the town. I takeyour glass and set it on the hearth. Your handglides down my chest. Shifting your blouse, I makeroom for my questing lips and tongue to roamthe landscape of your neck and shoulder asI seek that spot where one kiss makes you moan.Forbidden to all but me, your love hasfreed me from restraint. Passionate, feral - nearly frightening – your need drives me beyondmyself. White-hot, wet-hot, we strive and falland fly; take, then surrender, higher ground.At the end - exhausted, exultant, free – you pull me closer, whisper love to me.CG's challenge words: passionate, fire, ice, tongue, wet, hot, forbiddenNote: Same words for Sonnet 13 – This is probably the one she hoped I’d write.
Sonnet 13 - Variation 1
Annie’s nose nudges my hand like ice onthe skin. I’m instantly awake. She knowsour room is forbidden to her. I yawnand stretch. Annie leaps into bed and growsever more insistent that I play. The passionate pup thinks your side of the bedis hers. All tongue and tail and energy,she gives me a wet sloppy kiss. Plantedon my chest, she nips and yips and makes meher own chew toy. Hot doggy breath is notan early morning treat. I wrestle freefrom Annie’s manic tussling. She’s shotthrough with excitement. It’s time, though, to fireup some coffee and hope the puppy tires.CG's challenge words: passionate, fire, ice, tongue, wet, hot, forbiddenNote: same words for Sonnet 14 - I was being wicked, because I knew she wanted one a little...personal.
Sonnet 12 – Morning Coffee With You
On the front porch drinking coffee, wrapped tight
against the cold and Annie at our feet,
I reach across to take your hand, sunlight
dancing upon your skin. No smile so sweet
or healing to me as yours, Love. Annie
growls at passers-by. Younger, she would have
given chase, unconcerned with whether she
caught them. The chasing was what she most loved.
A black blur, she’d shadow crows across our
farm. Their altitude was nothing and joy
was all. Now, older, she watches, wards her
keep. Once, I thrilled in chasing you, but my
first, best happiness was the catch. Your smile
speaks life to me. Stay here with me a while?
Sonnet 11 - Futility
Plasmodesmata?! What sweet, sick sadistwould challenge me so? How to find comfortin my pen when such a thing’s required? Dustis all I know of it. I must resortto prayer, I think. I pace my cold hallwaylike a monk attending vespers, but noserenity finds me this troubled day.No merciful muse fights through darkness toshed illumination. Translucent dreams?Not for me - there are none that shine. I fearimminent collapse of reason. It seemsI am not the bard I would be. So hereI stand alone against the poet’s charge:How to wrest rhyme from ego grown too large?Piratepurple’s challenge words: vesper, translucent, plasmodesmata, lapse, merciful, joy, comfort, serenity
Sonnet 10 - Faith
You always seem surprised by my pride inyou. I know your sacrifice, can countyour cost. While worthy beyond the telling,you doubt. As your emotional debts mount,You feel un-treasured, impatient with yourprogress, all chances lost. Others flourish - no rose is too sweet for them. Sad and surethat no sharp thorn will not be yours, you wish for change – a revolution. I would giveyou diamonds if I could. But diamonds aredollars and those in short supply. They thrivein others’ homes. So I write for you. Fearshould be forsaken. My words, my one truecoin, purchase faith, that faith breed hope in you.Alwaysjbj challenge words were treasured, impatient, diamond, rose, revolution, home, sacrifice
Sonnet 9 - By The Fire
Seven o’clock. Waving at our snow manstanding in the yard, you come back insideto escape the cold. I hold you close, thentake your coat. Wet clothes must go now! I guideyou to the mudroom and watch you struggleto remove your jeans and grin as you blush,your long-johns slipping down, too. You giggleas you pull them back in place. You then rushfor the fire and the thermos of cocoa.A moment of perfect joy – you renewme, Love. But there is no abundance sogreat that I would not wish for more of you.A final snowflake melts into your hair –Just so I melt to see you standing here.appomattoxco’s challenge words: blush, escape, renew, snowflake, abundance, seven, moment
Sonnet 8 - A Resurrection of Sorts
Imprisoned in my personal darkness - mute, cold, forgotten by those most trulyloved, my legacy a vision much lessthan clear - I surrendered just as surelyas though I had left hearth and hold by choice.Bold lies and fury were all I loved well.A writer writes. I could find no true voiceto speak with, no new story I could tell.To one so long denied beauty, your faceappeared to me holy. Your eyes spoke ofhealing too long withheld. You held such graceso gracefully, I felt mercy and lovemight yet be mine. Bright hope, too, you restored.Like Lazarus, you saved me with a word.Rayne_y_Daze’s challenge words: lies, vision, fury, imprisoned, forgotten, denied, restored